I would like to make a comment on my last entry. I’m tempted to take it out because I found out this week that there are people checking out my Blog that haven’t really had close contact with me in years. It made that person feel uncomfortable. It made her feel like she wasn’t supposed to be here.

You are supposed to be here. If you are reading this, you are supposed to be here. I’m struggling through this issue and I think that far too often we duck into a little hole and hide to lick our wounds. Well, I want help with my wounds. I want people to see that you can go through this and experience peace in the midst of trial.

I’m still working out the details in my mind and I still have to talk to Teegan again to find out what this all means for us. It is complicated in such a way that I can’t share everything without breaking trust. This much can been said: The Lord has been faithful this week in leading me, guiding me and comforting me. I have been in prayer and have really sensed the joy of the Lord. I’m still nervous and tense and not sleeping like I usually do but all of that will return soon. Teegan and I are still friends and that was one of the comforts that brought me through this week.

God Bless.