Hey there world. I’m airing out my laundry. Teegan and I broke up yesterday and it sucks. It meets every rational, logical reason that it needs to qualify for a good idea but it sucks. I far more of an emotional exibitionist than I am a emotional recluse. Right now I want to recluse but it won’t help me or anybody. Teegan broke up with me because she is not ready to go where I’m willing to go (although my own readiness comes into question at this point).

So in the midst of this, I try to make sense of emotions that don’t need to be sensable. I rationalize thoughts that aren’t rational.

Today I do need prayer. I need it tomorrow and the next day and the day after that. I feel whipped, beaten but I don’t want to become the enemy’s dessert.

Peace be with you and me.